My quarter life crisis?

by - October 01, 2017

It's always hard speaking out about your life when you know others will have their own opinions or think less of you. Maybe today I won't face my fears by outing exactly what it is, but I will just say that certain things in my life have changed.

I keep thinking that this is it, this is my quarter life crisis, yet I'm conflicted because I'm actually quite happy right now, even though my life is a bit of a mess. The situation I'm in would definitely be problematic for some but fortunately for me, I'm seeing the light.

Where I'm at
Based on Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, I would say I'm at the "self-esteem" level right now. I'm slowly but surely building up my esteem internally, trying to be more assertive and taking control of my shit. I've spent way too much time worrying about what others think and after 22-years it can get draining worrying about everyone but yourself. I only want to worry about what I think and what I want when it comes to my life and future.
What I want
I'm really just trying to have that 'girlboss' mentality, I want to achieve my short-term goals and not let anyone get in my way. I also don't want to overwhelm myself and want to make sure I'm practicing self-love.
My inspiration
I've been watching a lot of YouTube (personal favorites are Lucy Moon, Jusuf and Jenn Im), listening to podcasts, reading newly discovered blogs and listening to SZA's new album 'Ctrl' (which I recommend everyone listen to.)

I promise I'm not this narcissistic in real life. 

I do hope to update this blog more regularly, so I'll see you soon.

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